The Only Heaven You'll Know

You want to hold me Pull me in and suffocate my cries You seek to know me And get inside my mind, you think I'm blind But after dawn You come alive Stuck in my head, you play me like a song Your appetite Never enough to fill your hollow soul Won't let it die Hell is the only heaven you will know I can barely breathe when you're near me Struggling to speak what I'm feeling Losing every last little part of me Fearing nothing more than you leaving, leaving A blinding light Casting shadows over your dishonest face Relive the times I'd reach out to you hoping for your whole embrace But your hollow form escapes, it runs away Into the night Sick of your cryptic games, I know you're wrong But I'm never right Let me know what you choose when you decide 'Cause I'm terrified Truth is just too cruel, I'd rather hear you lie I can barely breathe when you're near me Struggling to speak what I'm feeling Losing every last little part of me Fearing nothing more than you leaving, leaving You want to hold me No, I don't need nobody in my life You seek to know me And get inside my mind, you think I'm blind I can barely breathe when you're near me Struggling to speak what I'm feeling Losing every last little part of me Fearing nothing more than you leaving I can barely breathe when you're near me Struggling to speak what I'm feeling Losing every last little part of me Fearing nothing more than you leaving, leaving