Ghost Inside the Shell

I know that I shouldn't feel this way A little down, been out of faith But it's hard to find my way When the worlds turned to gray I don't know what I'm supposed to do Losing control and I might follow through With toxic thoughts, empty dreams Then maybe I could be free So trapped in my head that I've been glued to this bed And I think I'm not ready to say that Lately I've been getting tired of fighting I'm losing every battle on my own Have I become my own worst enemy? There's something underneath I'll never see Now I'm done, 'cause lately I've been getting tired of fighting The ghost insidе the shell Living life feeling out of placе A lonely child stuck in a cage Always moving at a different pace Times up and I'm counting days And every night I lay awake Mind running faster than my heart can take I've had enough now I'm signing out (And I'm too scared to say what I think out loud) So trapped in my head that I've been glued to this bed And I think I'm not ready to say that Lately I've been getting tired of fighting I'm losing every battle on my own Have I become my own worst enemy? There's something underneath I'll never see Now I'm done, 'cause lately I've been getting tired of fighting The ghost inside the shell The ghost inside the shell The ghost inside the shell The ghost inside the shell Ghost inside the shell Who gives a fuck I'm already gone? (Dead, dead, dead) Who gives a fuck I'm already gone? (Dead, dead, dead) Lately I've been getting tired of fighting I'm losing every battle on my own Have I become my own worst enemy? There's something underneath I'll never see Now I'm done, 'cause lately I've been getting tired of fighting The ghost inside the shell