Aphasia - Pinegrove

So satisfied I said a lot of things tonight So long, aphasia, and the ways it kept me hiding It's not so much exactly all the words I used It's more that I was somehow down let them loose So complicated I can't wait to get explaining Your listening distended out since I've been crying So long, aphasia, and the ways it kept me hidden So long to silent nerves and hesitant oblivion You came and sent me out unfurling in the street I felt unprecedented confidence in speaking Stick around I'm thinking things'll be alright Newly delivered, won't you live with me tonight? Something tonight was such a let down on my pride It takes a part of me I don't got to take some things in stride I'd pace around the place so quiet in myself I'd wake the next and see my silence went unfelt Just when I thought I had this pattern sorted out Apparently my ventricles are full of doubt, now Nah things go wrong sometimes Don't let it freak you out But if I don’t have you by me then I’ll go underground Nah but what you've got was in your reaches all along Plus one day you’ll be reaching for me and I’ll be gone So to help remind myself I wrote this little song One day I won’t need your love One day I won't define myself by the one I’m thinking of And if one day I won't need it And one day you won't need it