Trying Not to Cry

Can you hear all of my open wounds? I'm whispering as loud as the flowers bloom I've been somewhere in the sky, don't worry I'll be right on time if I can help it I'm so sorry I've been trying not to cry in the grocery store Little bully inside pinning me to the floor It must be easier than it seems But I can't get these thorns out of my teeth It's killing me, but I want more Cover my ears I think I'm shutting down, going standby Sleep mode, offline Feel nothing It's quiet as hell in my room I've been fighting for my sanctuary How do I stay alive if I don't wanna be? I've been trying not to cry in the grocery store Littlе bully inside pinning me to the floor It must bе easier than it seems But I can't get these thorns out of my teeth It's killing me, but I want more