Bitter

Oh God, tell me that I'm not insane With a toy gun hanging in my mouth I'm made of jade and I'm feeling pretty jaded It's a problem that I'll never figure out Take pills for your double black eyes Said I pack a punch and give it to ya Don't promise you'll do better next time I know never to believe ya I love being bitter It makes me feel better Bitter feels better than tryna get better and I Yes, I love being bitter But it makes me feel weathered Now I'm sick in the head and it's not even my fault Now I'm sick in the head and it's not even my fault I used to laugh like the cartoon children I wasn't always this way Once sweet like an orange creamsicle Or lemon icing on the cake Uh, bite hard when I tried to be nice I know exactly what you wanted Cut clean when I twist that knife No one falls for the villain And I love being bitter Yeah, it makes me feel better Bitter feels better than tryna get better and I Yes, I love being bitter But it makes me feel weathered Now I'm sick in the head and it's not even my fault Now I'm sick in the head and it's not even my fault I'm unaware just give me some time, I'm Having trouble fighting wars in my mind Take it easy, take it easy I don't care that I'm on your shelf 'cause I'm pretty good at talking to myself Take it easy, take it easy Take it easy Take it easy Take it easy Yes, I love being bitter 'Cause it makes me feel better Now I'm sick in the head and I think it's my fault Now I'm sick in the head and I think it's my fault