June

Told you I'd send you that tune Told you I'd catch up with you in June Sun, surf rising above me Clouds, dirt, blood on my body Your hair cascading over your shoulders You feel the sensation and then it's over Your lips are loose and full of ego And still I come here just to see you And still I come here just to see you How did it feel when I stopped trying to find you? How can you love when you live like I do? How can you love? You know where I'll be, you can find me if you need Tearing up dandelions and they're screaming "Who you calling a weed?" Putting a laundry on, dealing with the lawn Finding something to read I never said that I wantеd you most Still I close my eyes and I see a ghost In thе New Jersey trains' Scratched up, cloudy windowpanes In every morning of fear and failure Of holding on, losing out, feeling frailer Of spooling out the digital yarn When I just want to hold you in my human arms Just want to hold you in my human arms I don't know if it's you or just the shape of your name on my page That gets me every time I don't know if it's you or just the shape of your name on my page That gets me every time That gets me every time That gets me every time That gets me every time