Lovesick

7 AM I'm waking up You're in my bed It's not enough You're smiling I'm trying We say goodbye You hold my hand No butterflies I don't understand Cause you're perfect I'm not worth it I know that it's dumb But god I'm so afraid Could've been the one Until I pushed away Now everything is numb And it all feels the same I wish I was lovesick I wish I felt nauseous Crying cause you didn't call Don't know when I turned it off I miss my heart racing Scared to death of breaking I wish so bad I could fall But lately I don't care at all I wish I was lovesick Sit on the stairs Talk every night You treat me like heaven But I wouldn't mind If you moved on Is that so wrong? I know that I'm young But god I hope I change Could've been the one It's all I ever say Cause everything is numb And they all feel the same I wish I was lovesick I wish I felt nauseous Crying cause you didn't call Don't know when I turned it off I miss my heart racing Scared to death of breaking I wish so bad I could fall But lately I don't care at all I wish I was lovesick I wish I was lovesick I wish I was lovesick I wish I felt nauseous Crying cause you didn't call Don't know when I turned it off I miss my heart racing Scared to death of breaking I wish so bad I could fall But lately I don't care at all I wish I was lovesick