Hard to Believe

I'm kissing everything that moves I'm kissing anything that takes me far away from you But I would rather eat than starve I would rather kiss you hard It's not right, it's not right, it's not right to even think about I find it hard to believe in I'm wide awake, he's asleep and I can't accept that you're leaving I can't pretend that I need it Each night I fall to the feeling I pray you don't really mean it Bright light you finally see it I find it hard to believe in 'Cause I could never get in And I could never get back I know you like the way it sounds aloud To profess from the depths of one so complicated mind Can't get right One more last time Tomorrow is coming, it's always so ugly Tomorrow is coming, I know you don't love me I find it hard to believe in I'm wide awake, he's asleep and I can't accept that you're leaving I can't pretend that I need it Each night I fall to the feeling I pray you don't really mean it Bright light you finally see it I find it hard to believe in All the proof, fake window to your room Forfeiting everything that's left behind of you Against my will to choose Your parent's house I knew it Give me everything that's left behind of you I'm kissing I find it hard to believe in I'm wide awake, he's asleep and I can't accept that you're leaving I can't pretend that I need it Each night I fall to the feeling I pray you don't really mean it Bright light you finally see it I find it hard to believe in