How Do You Do It

I was violent from the wine and the silence I was drunk but decided I could see it See me now Call me out and you're right You think I messed with your life I just stayed too long Couldn't commit and I can't move on If you order me to stay I will stay right here forever and I'll never change But it's hard enough to say I've been gone for days Already I'm so far away How do you do it? You get through it then you put yourself through it again Love is delusion You get through it then you put yourself through it again I was me before we met, I'm still the same now that I let you go How do you do it? You get through it, and then you do it again Now I'm trying Come alive and get it right, yeah You know they say it's always different with the lights on But I see it See you now You used to tell me you could trust me I believed it Said you loved me Did you mean it? Cause it's ugly how you see it, see me now If you order me to stay I will stay right here forever and I'll never change But it's hard enough to say I've been gone for days Already I'm so far away How do you do it? You get through it then you put yourself through it again Love is delusion You get through it then you put yourself through it again I was me before we met, I'm still the same now that I let you go How do you do it? You get through it, and then you do it again Is it love? Is it trust? When it all just turns to dust We both wanted it so much Even good things just get stuck Is it love? Is it trust? Cause I never felt enough We both wanted it so much Even good things just get stuck How do you do it? You get through it then you put yourself through it again Love is delusion You get through it then you put yourself through it again I was me before we met, I'm still the same now that I let you go How do you do it? You get through it, and then you do it again