[Verse 1]
It's hard to relax on these ego trips that I take with myself
I was young, started a business made mistakes with no help
My accountant said something wrong I wasn't paying myself
Spending money trying to invest it started draining my wealth
I was busy moving
Different states from week to week
The passenger seat recline just to squeeze and sleep
Need for cheese just replaced my need for peace
See friends and thieves
Smoking just to ease the screams damn
Rapping just an excuse of sharing my fеars
I hit 30 and felt like I was behind comparеd to my peers
I was dealing with wrongs that was hard to right
So now I'm 30 plus and feeling like I got a late start in life
Yeah, young intelligent that could speak with class
You could give them the knowledge but you can't teach them class
Up early and I was sleeping last
Cause I'm a leader surrounded by the sheeps where their only dreams is naps
[Interlude]
Uh that's right, that's right
And let me give it to you balanced and with clarity
I'm in a secret place
I keep a sacred space
I spent too many years living too uncomfortably
I'm not having it 'cause I control my destiny
All my time is focused on my freedom now
Now let me give it to you balanced and with clarity
[Verse 2]
Yeah, things in life you got to live with it and accept
I felt like it was things I was missing because of this bread
The sacrifices now got me answering in success
I made a choice to deal with the pain of discipline not regret yeah
My skill at beat box compare to Pete Rock's
Its blood sweat and tears, I cry rivers and bleed clots
Queen spot biggest regret exposing my weak spots
Now its hard for them to hear from me, can't even eavesdrop
Could rack these raps in a bandstand
Fuck a label day I'm making five figures off my Bandcamp
Always had my own connections and my own money
So you'll never hear a record label stole from me
Knowledge is good but the vision made me curious
Cause the greater power is the wisdom from experience
Yeah, you know the pressure was felt
But if you want to be a boss you got to bet on yourself
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