Mess

[Verse 1] I'm a mess, I’ve been a mess for months I know it's real (I know it's real) I’ve been doin' anything I can to numb how it feels (Numb how it feels) [Pre-Chorus] And I know that puttin' all this liquor in my body Won't exonerate me from the guilt that haunts me No, there's nothin' in the world that's gonna stop me Still I wait for you And I know [Chorus] It's late and I wanna go home But I’m scared of how quiet it’ll be without you I hate takin' off my own clothes Gettin’ in my own bed Spinnin' thoughts about you It's late and I'm waitin’ behind For the drugs to kick in And erase my body I hate how it's all in my head Smokin' your cigarettes Thinkin' you could still want me [Instrumental] [Verse 2] I'm a mess, I've been a mess for months I know it's true (I know it's true) I look for validation from anybody that's not you, yeah [Pre-Chorus] And I know that puttin' all this liquor in my body Won't exonerate me from the guilt that haunts me No, there's nothin' in the world that's gonna stop me Still I wait for you And I know [Chorus] It's late and I wanna go home But I'm scared of how quiet it'll be without you I hate takin' off my own clothes Gettin' in my own bed Spinnin' thoughts about you It's late and I'm waitin' behind For the drugs to kick in And erase my body I hate how it's all in my head Smokin' your cigarettes Thinkin' you could still want me [Instrumental] [Outro] It's late and I'm waitin' behind For the drugs to kick in And erase my body I hate how it's all in my head And I know I'm a mess Thinkin' you could still want me