Inside Out

i've got a problem who's gonna help me? so much confusion somebody tell me why it's so beautiful when i'm turned inside out? i still can't figure out what life is all about people get angry they can be so mean killing each other since the beginning i just don't wanna become a part of the mess i'm not an anarchist i just get so depressed (solo) i'm still out looking for a spiritual release i'm not an antichrist i just cam't fake belief i've got a problem who's gonna help me? so much confusion somebody tell me why it's so beautiful when i'm turned inside out? i still can't figure out what life is all about