BOY

[CHR!S]: Such a boy, such a Human Boy [Lulu]: 265 how many times I’ve re-evaluated my rhymes needed to give Chris that sublime special something compensation for his time all of mine I’m either spending or letting go to waste feeling stuck inside this competition called the human race it’s hard to pace and these theories I embrace are always laced with some lies Having faith man I’ve tried But it’s attempting suicide I can’t survive I’ve only cried a couple times when human nature kicks in drive and kicks me out the ride still I arrive as I high as ever When I’m low I think I’ll never Contemplating ties to sever cuz they have to be the problem never me plus I’m my own priority so even if I’m fucking up they have to leave I need to breathe but without weed every breath is incomplete What do you want what do you need? Like separating me from me I want and need to be complete and that used to be easy but now it’s harder than ever cuz I gave pieces of me and they gave pieces of me so now there’s pieces of me in places I’ve never been I don’t know where to begin [CHR!S]: Maybe if not for the time It could probably all be mine Or I could be... (Dead? Living a different life) Maybe? Maybe Maybe if not for the pain These songs would have nothing to say You put all that hurt on display But didn't let it get in your way Let yourself out the cage But locked the tears up safe You aren't superman Can't save everyone No you're just a boy