Not Usually Like This

We used to be like the lovers, the ones that you'd see in a movie I felt like I was your Noah and I thought that you were my Allie But we weren't out of a book And I never wanted to hide it But I had my heart set on you When I guess you still hadn't decided But I was so fucked up when I saw the way you looked at him Did you fall out of love? Did he give you something I couldn't give? No, I'm not usually like this And I don't think I'm ready for change You know I could usually fight this And sometimes I'm fine with the pain And I know it's hard sometimes But I wish you could stay for a moment And you know I could usually fight this No, I'm not usually like this I thought I got over this feeling 'Cause it's been six years now But I saw you last week on the street and I caught myself turning around Then I hoped that by now I'd forget After parties when we'd stumble home We'd text while we sneak past our parents Drunk from bottles we don't even own But I was so fucked up when I saw the way you looked at him Did you fall out of love? Did he give you something I couldn't give? And I'm not usually like this And I don't think I'm ready for change You know I could usually fight this And sometimes I'm fine with the pain And I know it's hard sometimes But I wish you could stay for a moment You know I could usually fight this No, I'm not usually like this Why do I fall when you're all I've loved? And how do I know when you fell out of love? No, why do I fall when you're all I've loved? So when did you fall out of love? But when did you fall out of love? But I was so fucked up when I saw the way you looked at him Did you fall out of love? Did he give you something I couldn't give? No, I'm not usually like this And I don't think I'm ready for change You know I could usually fight this And sometimes I'm fine with the pain And I know it's hard sometimes But I wish you could stay for a moment You know I could usually fight this No, I'm not usually like this And I'm not usually like this And I don't think I'm ready for change (oh) You know I could usually fight this (I'm not usually like this) And sometimes I'm fine with the pain (woah) And I know it's hard sometimes (I'm not usually like this) But I wish you could stay for a moment (oh) You know I could usually fight this (I'm not usually like this) No, I'm not usually like this (not usually like this)