Rock Bottom

You were once my rock, now I'm rock bottom in your room I broke down on the way, I guess that I already knew Trying not to punch the wheel like it's the other dude Oh, I would have given everything I had to you Well, I'm sorry 'bout the timing, there's not much that I can say Other than the fact I didn't think it would go down this way 'Cause watching him go down on you was not my plan today Not sure what crushed my ego more, his perfect body or your face Now, somehow, I'm the one who's left embarrassed at the scene When some guy has got his head further up Your legs than your own jeans If I had come ten minutes later and his cum was on your sheets At least you coulda told a lie I'd always half believe But, in my head, I like to think I'm not that kinda guy But, instead, I stood there like a bitch about to cry And, in my head, I stormed the room and hit him from behind But, instead, I hit the road, and you took a load I hope he gave you piece of mind Well, you said you'd always care, now you don't care enough to ask But, if you're asking, Mom had cancer and my dad is still an ass And I've been looking for a therapist who doesn't dig up on my past I'm scared she might make me realise we'd never last Oh, you once called me home you're more into going out 'Cause you ain't been home for weeks, and I should probably move out But I'm scared 'cause most our memories are all over this house Well, this must be rock bottom 'cause I'm crying in your blouse But, in my head, I like to think I'm not that kinda guy But, instead, I stood there like a bitch about to cry And, in my head, I stormed the room and hit him from behind But, instead, I hit the road, and you took a load I hope he gave you piece of mind Now I'm left here beating down the walls in my room Funny I used to lie here beating off to photographs of you Now I finally have a reason I should get these off my phone Since the friend I had in you is now the friend that takes you home But, in my head, I like to think I'm not that kinda guy But, instead, I stood there like a bitch about to cry And, in my head, I stormed the room and hit him from behind But, instead, I hit the road, and you took a load I hope he gave you piece of mind Piece of mind Mind Piece of mind Piece of mind Mind