Won't Obey

My sentiment, now I cannot hide it Swaying up and down, but that is okay, that is okay Feel the need to want to comply with All the expectations pushed onto me I try to obey All the things that make me feel so vulnerable I can't believe I tried so hard to shut it off It seems that I, I have changed I won't obey It seems that I, I have changed I won't obey The hurt and glee go side by side Would rather have both than Nothing at all nothing at all Found something in me I tried to hide it Had been lost for a while, was softer than I, I could recall All the things that make me feel so vulnerable I can't believe I tried so hard to shut it off It seems that I, I have changed Wont obey