Comparison

When it comes to me don't know why I'm such a hater Should I skip lunch or should I throw it up later? This hoodie's too big but it makes me feel safer Feel safer Haven't had the guts to look at mirrors in a while Don't take my picture unless you wanna see me spiral I eat to cope, feel the guilt, stuck in a cycle In a cycle We got every crutch, every drug, every medicine But there ain't no pill for comparison Yeah, we got TikTok, Twitter, Facebook and Instagram But there ain't no pill for comparison All these pretty people wear me thin 'Cause I purge myself to look like them We got every crutch, every drug, every medicine But there ain't no pill for comparison There ain't no pill for comparison Don't try to help me 'cause I just don't care what the price is I'mma measure my worth in calories and sizes What you call a meal, I call an existential crisis So cue the crisis Perception's distorted, my habits are horrid The thoughts in my head just keep getting more morbid If I cheat then I fail, but the diets make me hate myself Either way I'm still in hell We got every crutch, every drug, every medicine But there ain't no pill for comparison Yeah, we got TikTok, Twitter, Facebook and Instagram But there ain't no pill for comparison All these pretty people wear me thin 'Cause I purge myself to look like them We got every crutch, every drug, every medicine But there ain't no pill for comparison Every one of us will look the same When they lower us into our graves So I need somebody to explain Why we worship someone else's face The perfect body won't be enough On the day it's pushing daisies up The only thing that they'll be thinking of Is what you did and how you loved All these pretty people wear me thin 'Cause I purge myself to look like them We got every crutch, every drug, every medicine But there ain't no pill for comparison How do I feel safe in my own skin When I've always been the ugly friend? We got every crutch, every drug, every medicine But there ain't no pill There ain't no pill for comparison