Through Some Things

[Verse 1: Clever] I think that I would rather live my days in silence But I can't help but hear the voices in my head Now all they talk about is cigarettes and violence And I start mistaking all their thoughts for mine instead [Chorus: Clever] And so I'm sittin' here, smokin' this square Loadin' up this gun, I wasn't born like this I've just been through some things I've just been through some things And now I'm sittin' here, smokin' this square Loadin' up this gun, I wasn't born like this I've just been through some things I've just been through some things [Verse 2: Clever & BEXEY] Come take a walk with me, you won't feel no pain Talk is cheap, so I don't say one thing And on my name, no money, call me handsome Your namе's on her belly, I'm a real romancеr I think I'll find a hiding place for this revolver Before I choose to go and stick it in your face I'll probably need another smoke when this is over I've brought two lighters and two bullets just in case [Chorus: Clever & BEXEY] But now I'm sittin' here, smokin' this square Loadin' up this gun, I wasn't born like this I've just been through some things (Through some things) I've just been through some things (Been through some things) Now I'm sittin' here, smokin' this square Loadin' up this gun, I wasn't born like this I've just been through some things (Been through some things) I've just been through some things (Through some things) [Verse 3: BEXEY] I could give you a semester about what this delusion is And I don't know if I ever lose or win Big headed with tough skin, never find a noose that fits Mood swings got me sinnin', I've been through some things I'm a G.O.D. in my head Narcissism and some of that suicidal depression Too much weight is on my chest It's hard to listen 'cause there ain't no answers to my questions They wanna break me down 'til there's nothing left to break (yea) Lunatic, I'm pacing around like I'm captivated Like an animal that's been caged up Let free, can't move, too used to the radius Anything she needs, she just gonna say the word Flowers grew the second you threw my name in the dirt Wasn't born like this, no pain when it burns I'm blessed, I'm cursed, I'm possessed, I'm turning [Outro: BEXEY] But I wasn't born like this I've just been through some things I wasn't born like this I've just been through some things