I was hardly in the back of the bus and I couldn't figure it out
I was nineteen maybe twenty of us
Felt like I could just do without
It's like a bad dream
Tryna keep my eyes shut and I'm starting to doubt
If I'll find lightning in a bottle
'Cause I've never had anyone
So, if I don't stay, will it matter?
'Cause there's no way to break the pattern
And I don't wanna feel alone
My past is not my fault
But my world keeps on breaking
It's always been the same
Half-drunk, friends feeling like strangers
Nothing ever changes
I know I'm forever dancing all alone
I've been running before I knew how to walk, when will I ever stop?
Always five feet too far from the ones who said
They'd love me for who I was
And the silence of the beat of my heart has never been any louder
And it's frightening if I always end up feeling no one's around
So, if I don't stay, will it matter?
'Cause there's no way to break the pattern
And I don't wanna feel alone
My past is not my fault
But my world keeps on breaking
It's always been the same
Half-drunk, friends feeling like strangers
Nothing ever changes
I know I'm forever dancing all alone
Dancing all alone
Dancing all alone
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