Up and Down

[Verse 1] So how's today gonna feel? I need to open my eyes to know what's real And I wake up with make up a heavy head And I wish I could I unsay what I said [Chorus] And I'm up and down All of me has turned inside out And I'm up and down [Verse 2] Now I've wasted the day Made no plans by to slowly waste away And over and over, it never ends And I guess I'll just get back into bed [Chorus] And I'm up and down All of me has turned inside out And I'm up and down [Bridge] I'm only ever (Half asleep 'cause I'm too worried) That'll never get to (Laugh and it's not funny) I fall so deep when I'm already down And I might not come around [Chorus] And I'm up and down All of me has turned inside out And I'm up and down And down [Post-Chorus] And I'm up and down Turn inside out I'm up and down And I'm up and down Turn inside out I'm up and down [Outro] I'm saying our last goodbyes And I'm not coming down I'm saying our last goodbyes And I'm not coming down I might not come around I might not come around I might not come around I might not come around