Why Even Try

Everything that I ever start seems to have Its day then it falls apart Like it's almost good and it's almost right But I miss the mark and I lose the fight So why do I even try To keep my head held high Arms open wide Heart full clear eyes If I live if I die The damage is done Why even try? People say somethings never change The way they are is the way they stay Wouldn't I like to disagree But I'm dancing with the fire And the fire keeps burning me So why do I even try To keep my head held high Arms open wide Heart full clear eyes If I live if I die The damage is done So why even try? Everyone fears that they're not enough I'm just afraid that it's permanent That I'm permanently broken Permanently broken Fragile hearts in these fragile times Often break before they ever find That there's hope inside of these shadowlands Written in the sky and stone and printed on our hands So why do I always measure the truth with the weight of a lie? Nothing's broken inside of me for good I'm healing in time the way I should I can see it if I keep my head held high Arms open wide Heart full clear eyes All the doubts all the lies are too heavy to hold So why even try? You don't have to do this all on your own This fragile life that you hold is too heavy to carry alone So why even try? All of the doubts All of the lies All of the tears that you've cried Are too heavy to carry alone So why even try?