Messy

You're doing this on purpose Giving me a glimpse of your life through a filter Drinking champagne, alibis, middle fingers I don't even wanna know So, I just leave it all alone But how did it get this way between us? Maybe that's why I didn't wanna believe it Hiding between the lines Until I saw with my own eyes It feels like we are lost again So full of mixed emotions When do we let this die When did the spark leave both of our eyes How did it get so messy, messy? I'm drinking without you, I'm thinking about you And it all falls down before our eyes Messy, messy Reckless behavior, I'm out of my league here If this is heaven I don't wanna know what hell is like When did it start, and where does it end Did we build castles just to play pretend? You slept in my bed, you left me on read Your love was so cold that I could see my own breath I know I got issues, and you've got your games I'm tryin' to track you down, but I'm just running in place Chasing something that can never be mine I can't win when you're moving the finish line It feels like we are lost again So full of mixed emotions When do we let this die When did the spark leave both of our eyes How did it get so messy, messy? I'm drinking without you, I'm thinking about you And it all falls down before our eyes Messy, messy Reckless behavior, I'm out of my league here If this is heaven I don't wanna know what hell is like If only I could turn back time Go back to where it all began Before everything we did turned into fighting We used to tolerate it We became what we hated Ignoring all the signs So we don't have to compromise How did it get so messy? How did it get here? How did it get so messy, messy? Reckless behavior, I'm out of my league here If this is heaven I don't wanna know what hell is like How did it get so messy, messy? I'm drinking without you, I'm thinking about you How did it get so messy, messy? I don't wanna know what hell is like How did it get so messy?