Carbon Monoxide

You can see all the walls I put up caving in Slowly creep in my lungs, you're my carcinogen Fall asleep to your carbon monoxide again Can't speak, my tongue's tied, yeah Thought I needed the torture like a gimp Hard to see through the horror under my skin Like a lethal enforcer, fill me with dread Like an eating disorder, I'm running thin It's too hard to fake it, I've been rotting out on the inside Oh, my hearts really breaking, I'm caught in a riptide My hands start to shake, yeah, you got me at the brink Pour my love down the sink, just waste it I know I'm a mess, I'm sorry I get out of my body, baby Oh those days, they haunt me Go down with the ship, it was rocky You can see all the walls I put up caving in Slowly creep in my lungs, you're my carcinogen Fall asleep to your carbon monoxide again Can't speak, my tongue's tied, yeah Counting up every sin again Guilty as charged, I'm not innocent Drowning in the memories, sink or swim Every time you had to see me like this I know I'm a mess, I'm sorry I get out of my body, baby Oh those days, they haunt me Go down with the ship, it was rocky I know I'm a mess, I'm sorry I get out of my body, baby Oh those days, they haunt me Go down with the ship, it was rocky