This heavy feeling is a burden
Nobody told me life was gonna suck this much
Society tells me how I need to act
While governments can't keep themselves in tact
My younger self wouldn't believe the person I became
They let me get pushed around by people with no fucking shame
You tell me that I live in a dreamland, but it doesn't feel like home
You see the world in technicolour, I see grey and monochrome
I can't believe I feel this bad, who made it cool to be this sad?
You keep living in your dreamland, I'll keep seeing monochrome
We can't outrun the things that define us
Like the shitty town where I was born
Losing the people that we love too young
It's like a knife to the heart or a spear to the lung
If we just take a moment maybe we could make a change
Take a step back, look around, leave the world not so deranged
This world is so deranged
You tell me that I live in a dreamland, but it doesn't feel like home
You see the world in technicolour, I see grey and monochrome
I can't believe I feel this bad, who made it cool to be this sad?
You keep living in your dreamland, I'll keep seeing monochrome
We're living in a nightmare
No one will answer your prayer
People tell me that I'm safe
Then tell me I can't walk the streets alone at night
They're scared someone might take my life
This is the one life I've got
Let me live it until I drop
We're living in a nightmare
We're living in a nightmare
You tell me that I live in a dreamland, but it doesn't feel like home
You see the world in technicolour
You tell me that I live in a dreamland, but it doesn't feel like home
You see the world in technicolour, I see grey and monochrome
I can't believe I feel this bad, who made it cool to be this sad?
You keep living in your dreamland, but this hellscapes monochrome
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