So Tired

You made me colourblind No masquerade to hide behind, It's cold To think I have no key which could Make or break me So tired To see your lights on So tired Of standing anxiously So tired It's the death of me So tired of doors that keep on shutting Why's your door always shut? Smitten I close my eyes to your door Smitten I close my eyes to adore you How long can I hide behind a smile I've held so broken for a while To drift and see you there No door just you and your empty chair So tired To see your lights off So good To feel the touch of a hand... So sad To think it's memory sand So tired of doors that keep on shutting Why's your door always shut? Smitten I close my eyes to your door Smitten I close my eyes to adore you So tired So tired So tired So tired I guess I loved you far too much The moments just moments not to touch No order no method no people to please Just a smitten girl with her lost lease So tired