Four Years Ago

You were drunk the night we met But it didn't show You smoked menthol cigarettes To hide the taste below Did I grow up too fast? Did you grow up slow? Along the way I lost myself In your shadow I loved you for a little while Four years ago Sometimes I feel lost and wild When the moon is low Just like four years ago Just like four years ago I was a thrift shop purchase With holes you had to sew You wore me proud and with your friends About four years ago I spoke your name the other night And the dead arose Your spirit lives inside of me And I become your ghost I loved you for a little while Four years ago Sometimes I feel lost and wild When the moon is low I remember I remember your skin felt just like gold I remember I remember when I didn't feel so old Just like four years ago Just like four years ago