I'm OK, Just Not Alright

[Instrumental Intro (0:00 - 1:09)] I'm an idiot, a pessimist Paranoid, a neurotic Sun beams a good day All I see, clouds are grey A cheery day, like a slap in the face, a slap in the face Covered mirrors on the walls Plenty of locks on my door Kick them out, keep me in Drapes closed so they can't peek in Clouds are grey and I'm not okay It's a slap in the face It begins, these alternate realities I'm fine, I'm fine, just not doing alright I'd lie, I'd lie, if I told you I'm all smiles Nobody is hurting tonight Nobody is hurting tonight Hold my hand tight I'm okay, I'm just not alright I'm okay, I'm just not alright I'm okay, I'm just not alright I'm okay but I'm not alright I'm okay but I'm not alright I'm okay but I'm not alright I'm okay but I'm not alright [Instrumental Outro (7:31 - 10:04)]