French Exit

One breath, and I push the door in I can see my friends, they're at the far end I don't know what I'll say when I get to them Think they know it'll just be more pretend And I'm in someone's house, I don't know whose Is this the kinda thing I should be used to? I don't belong here, so why did I come? A crowded room and I still feel alone And this whole city's flashy, small talk, bragging rights Blinding lights and countless ways to sleepless nights But hey, how's it's going? What's new? How are you? No one really cares, especially not you So I'll French exit and they won't notice It's dumb trying to keep up with appearances And I'll run home to the place I know 'Cause you're the only one that doesn't make me feel alone Put a check mark next to soulmate Honestly I used to think that kinda thing was fake But I'm cuffed up now and this is real, real love If I'm dreaming, don't wake me up And as I lay there late at night I kinda wonder, what the hell did I do right? 'Cause you, everything about you is totally worth it And you're the closest thing there's ever been to perfect And they say relationships are hard, and love is difficult Either that's a load of bull or maybe we're not typical 'Cause I'm not afraid and I'm not confused And it's so obvious the way that I feel about you So I'll French exit and I don't care if they notice I'm done trying to keep up with appearances And I'll run home to the place I know 'Cause you're the only one that doesn't make me feel alone