Stillborn

Who the fuck have you become? I don't know who you are anymore. Selfish, a liar, a fake, a person I hate is bound to his fate. What has happened to my son? Please tell me, where has he gone? With the lifhgt taken straight from his eyes, this path you have chosen is one I despise. You're not hte son that I've raised you to be. You're pathetic and weak.

The world isn't yours, it owes you nothing for what you've endured. Can't you see? You're breaking your mothers heart. Breaking her heart, you're breaking her heart. Can't you see you are breaking her fucking heart? If you saw the world through my eyes, you'd feel the constant pain. Ignorance is bliss so keep assuming I have changed. Open your fucking eyes.

I am proud of who I am. Why can't you understand? I hate who you have become. You are not my son. What akes you think I believe in you? Everthing you do is far from the truth. But am wrong. I often wonder from the edge of my bed to the depths of my head, "

Would I rather be dead?". Making fiends with cement, wondering where it went wrong. Fuck everything you said. Fuck everything that you said. Can'tyou see I am breaking your heart for being alone? I'm breaking your heart for being my own. I'm breaking your heart for being strong. I' breaking your heart, for being a son. Bastard, please tell me where you gone. With the light taken straight from his eyes, this path you have chosen is one I despise. It's cliché to say that I hope and pray that there will be a day you'll come back and say you are proud of the son I became.