Withered

I can't even remember the first time you led me down this path, fuck I never once in my life thought I could ever feel much lower than this This book is open I try to pour my thoughts out on these pages but my will is broken The fear is setting in I could give you everything you need but I think the motivation's leaving me Every day is the same dark feeling, time's fleeting, anger's leaving me It's getting harder to relate and release This road is pulling away from what I want but that's okay Some things are easier missed, I'd rather fail than sit and wish So why would I quit? So why would I quit? Maybe indecisiveness is the winner Shadow's getting bigger, my soul starts to crumble and wither And I think I'm losing all control Where's that old fire that I'd pride myself for always holding inside? Guess I could stop pretending to be something I'm not Is it something I want, or is it something I've got? It's time to stop second guessing every single thought I think I've lost Scraping the bottom of the fucking barrel from the start How could I be so pathetic? Every day is the same dark feeling, time's fleeting, anger's leaving me It's getting harder to relate and release This road is pulling away from what I want but that's okay Some things are easier missed, I'd rather fail than sit and wish Every line's the same, they're all the fucking same I think the motivation's leaving me It's like the answer's right in front of me but old me won't let go of me The answer's there in front of me but old me'd never let me see Every day is the same dark feeling, time's fleeting, anger's leaving me It's getting harder to relate and release This road is pulling away from what I want but that's okay Some things are easier missed, I'd rather fail than sit and wish It's like the answer's right in front of me but old me won't let go of me The answer's there in front of me but old me'd never let me see