Lotus

Sometimes im just wishing that you liked me But theres nothing i can do Playing games on the ps2, get away from me 'cause i don't know the truth But i know how to lie Sippin' tech, seeing you and wishing i was fine I know you left me behind I don't really blame you, 'cause i wanna do the same sometimes I'm sorry, all i do is lie To me it is a pastime Nothing to do, how the fuck imma pass time I need to leave, i know i stayed just past my time I stayed past my time, i stayed past my time You don't need to worry baby, i'll be fine Meet me at the sky and i had to try, but it wasn't enough so i had to Try again, wish i was a better friend Im not tryna follow threads, im too different i can't blend I was falling, i was falling and you didn't help me up I wish that i cared about you but i didn't give a fuck Now its late and theres nothing i can do to make it up After all that shit went down i think i know that is my luck Its my luck, its my luck From the start i know couldn't give less of a fuck Neither could i Look at my eyes, and feed me lies And feed me lies You, i We die, its so hard to take This time i'll fly, we won't ever break Its all i know, you can ever say You, i We die, its so hard to take Lotus, i wanna live another day I wanna be told that everything is okay And sometimes i wanna fly away But the sky is grey every fucking day Put me in my grave when i know the feeling Devil on my side, all the cards im dealing Lotus i wanna be healing, i don't know the meaning