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There are things I'd like to say That I've said too many times before Things I should have done Instead of looking for a way to get out You'll never know the sorrow I felt Or the hours I've laid awake Thinking about just what you said How could you know how I felt? I never took the time to figure it out Or see how the problems arose I tried to blame the two of you I can only blame myself For the pain we felt There are words I should have spoken But I kept my fucking mouth shut instead Words would've made the difference But they always stayed unsaid Why won't you ever see? Why won't you even see? It's not just me