Still Here

Why are you still here? I thought you knew me well enough To have given up What ever did I do to inspire in you This unconditional shit but, oh I'm nothing but contraptions handfuls of unquestioned patterns And now I'm tired of facing my inability to stay true For so long I've been the villain in all her songs What are you waiting for? I don't hurt you on purpose Falling asleep to forget Ba da da da I'm humming along to the tumbling melodies slipping off her tongue Dripping with empathy she stumbled on loving me And now she wanna say it But don't tell me that you love me If you don't want to stay the night And don't ask me how I'm feeling Cause I'm just gonna say I'm all right I planned on repeating my demons and apologize But I just can't seem to give her the time While I'm at it let me ask you what are you still doing here? I'm not looking for a challenge or your shoulder to lean on So why are you so adamant about helping through When I'd rather stay blue blue blue blue She knows me too well Yet I don't care to ask her to tell me about herself She's something else For having my back although I've been lacking respect But don't you tell me that you love me I don't want hear it 'less you staying the night And don't ask me how I'm feeling Cause I'm just gonna say I'm alright I planned on repeating my demons and apologize But I just can't seem to give her the time While I'm at it let me ask you what are you still doing here? Daze don't lie to me How much time has actually passed since his classic 'Where you at?' You hit him back A passive captive head in his lap Don't snap at my laugh, your smile cracks in a flash You know you grant so many chances I can't count on my hands Daze don't lie to me I know you wanna come over I should tell you I'm sorry I guess it's probably obvious I'm no good at apologies and my brain has been foggy What's the point of excuses if I don't use 'em? I swear I'm gonna marry you Daze don't lie to me Tell me, did you turn and look back? No You kept it steady focused knowing he won't rise from the ash She ain't happy about the way that she loves me But she's not about to lie to herself Don't let me off Paid her no mind but now I wish I had tried Cause this time she don't answer my call She won't let me off Let me off Don't let me off Let me off Took her so long, she's moving on and now I'm feeling...