Remember Me

As I dig my own grave, a single question remains Will anyone remember me? Take it! Amidst a violent night, there is a dying star Mired in lies and spite, it's fading from afar I used to chase the sun, now I'm afraid of it But if I'm honest, I never thought I would get this far I was a loaded gun, now I'm in front of one A catatonic cycle, over and over Am I alive? Am I a phantom? What was on fire is now but a fading ember Will I survive? Is there an answer? And if I die now, will anyone remember? I feel no joy, no comfort Those childlike dreams mean nothing to me I'm torn asunder Hope's just a faint memory Pitiful elegy Sung to an audience of No one will mourn my demise Failure eternalized Ghost of a smile Echoes of laughter Shackled to pain where I remain thereafter I don't even fucking care anymore Fuck everything I've lived too long, so pull the plug I've lived too long, so pull the plug Am I alive? Am I a phantom? What was on fire is now but a fading ember Will I survive? Is there an answer? And if I die now, will anyone remember? Will anyone remember me? A cursed life with no plot So for God's sake, I hope not You coward! You coward!