Salvation

It's been 3 long years in the land of milk and honey What did I wait to find? In aversion to paradise You feed me deceit and I felt your lies Can I be suprised? Buck out of my life I just can't decide, Why can't I? Its been 40 long days and 40 long nights Since I've been locked in clarity Could of had a piece but I ran from peace Lowkey a ni**a relieved If only she knew me, if only she knew My mouths on her b**bies A boy through and through What else could I do? Now here we are floating through outerspace I pay the rеnt and the bills for this place I should have askеd as a test cause your able You gotta bring something new to the table A tuna chooses to swim in a pond Knew that I grew out of this before long I was just caught up in all my emotions I put a cape on and flew through the motions Im not tryna hate Not tryna be a regular im tryna be great Could you take me higher? Is that even fair for me to inquire? Much less require At the end of the day should I walk by vision? Should I walk by faith? Shes asking for commitment Not sure if im with it I will be one day