Downward Spiral

I'm sweating like I'm in a rave Been in this room for 3 days Think I'm hearing voices Paranoid and think I'm seeing ghost-es, oh shit Phone keep ringing but I cut that shit off Only time I use it when I tell the dealer drop it off Had a threesome last night, ain't matter what it cost Couldn't it get hard, tried to stuff it in soft Had to fuck em both raw, keep my fingers crossed Been grinding on my teeth so long it's swelling up my jaw Nothing on but my bathrobe and pinky ring Your worst nightmare for me is a normal dream And if I learned anything Is don't nod off with ya motherfucking cigarette burning Knocking on my door but I won't answer Residue on mirrors, Jojo dancer And it's a downward spiral Gotta figure it out (out) I gotta figure it out (out) I gotta figure it out Cause it's the downward spiral I gotta figure it out (out) Gotta figure it out (out) I gotta figure it out Everybody say, you got a lot to be proud of Been high this whole time, don't realize what I done Cause when I'm all alone, feel like no one care Isolate myself and don't go nowhere Smoking blunt after blunt, 'til my eyes start burning Hennessy straight got my chest like a furnace Drowning frustrations in a ocean of sin Thinking irrational, I have no emotions Cold cold world, some might say Freezing on the snow, brain feel a bit frostbit Nauseous, don't know the last time I ate But I eat these fucking rappers like fucking last steak On death row, feel like I'm Yams You never know, one day you're here, the next you're gone So I put it all up in these songs... And it's a downward spiral Gotta figure it out (out) I gotta figure it out (out) I gotta figure it out Cause it's the downward spiral I gotta figure it out (out) Gotta figure it out (out) I gotta figure it out