A Letter

Filled my lungs with air for words I'd never say Puffed out a breath it's not worth it anyway I'm not one to hold back but you've made me Think twice this time Felt you slipping like sand through an hourglass Been falling down since I saw you smile last I'm not one to hold back but I'm thinking This time you're not mine You haven't been for a while And I wonder if you're sure If you're one word from the door There's a letter in your pocket bet you thought I forgot it No I know I'll brush and brush my teeth until my gums bleed I'll scrape away the dirt you must see in me We're not nineteen and playing at what life could be like This time you're not mine You haven't been for a while And I wonder if you're sure If you're one word from the door There's a letter in your pocket bet you thought I forgot it No I know The plot oh I have lost it The line oh damn you crossed it Flew out like a comet into the great abyss Where all good things they end up It's a one way exclusive club No return I'll let you burn