Have You Ever

[Verse 1] I never follow orders put that on my daughter Back and forth to Florida hide the coke in goya Pistol on my dresser bitch I'm from the border Reef Buck my brother, Big Bay my brother Really know I got ‘em, Druggy know I really love 'em All this forever love, mix around the headshot This Crip I was never Blood, I'm just speaking facts Papi told me work knowing that I'ma bring it back Codeine gives me cold sweats I had to tell my pops that he ain't old yet Percocets get in me, I got no stress Dancing with the devil bitch I'm Milly Rocking Freaky down in Philly its crazy now I got Philly rocking My youngin' trapping in Brooklyn, that nigga stealing Thompkins Ponzi scheming like them Wall Street crackers that got it Immaculate profits that mean that paper God bless I talked to Scrappy just knowing he walk the yard stressed Them park sets had my back bigger Know that you a target, you a black nigga Used to homicide so we react quicker We ain't have a dollar on us but we had liquor Drunk in the projects that was me, go ask niggas [Chorus] Never seen a million but I've seen a body You ain't never served a fiend, ain't never seen a lobby Mafia thoughts, wish I could speak to Gotti Stash tucked from my daughter in case them people found me Never seen a million but I've seen a body You ain't never served a fiend, ain't never seen a lobby You got the key to the city? Well shit I need a copy Rap slow, half Spanish, I could go speak to Papi [Verse 2] I hid my pistol in my sock drawer Everybody hard, we had the hard and you could cop soft For some reason I don't feel nothing when they knock a cop off You ain't the only one getting money I got these drop offs Just thinking back to when i hardly was out And Baltimore you got it cheap so we target the South Had dime bags on me walking past LaGuardia Houses They killed my cousin fuck we talking about? Forever beef Ain't no truce here My aunt used to tell me why she ain't move there Every year the same in the projects like what is New Years? Drano came home, same nigga they gave him two years Crazy or forever, always keep a pair of blue Air's That first night in prison is the worst Made it worse was coming home and seeing my niggas on the a shirt Had to get it out the mud, I got respect for the dirt Thinking how newer fiends would get their checks on the 1st Sixty thousand in diamonds they like, "His neck gotta hurt" Know my paps did dirt for that in life I'm probably cursed Me and my daughter mother realized it never worked I got sick of the same jeans, I just wanted a better shirt Wanted some better shoes, can't tell me I never worked [Chorus] Never seen a million but I've seen a body You ain't never served a fiend, ain't never seen a lobby Mafia thoughts, wish I could speak to Gotti Stash tucked from my daughter in case them people found me Never seen a million but I've seen a body You ain't never served a fiend, ain't never seen a lobby You got the key to the city? Well shit I need a copy Rap slow, half Spanish, I could go speak to Papi