Relapse

I try to walk away Survive another day I can't find a knife to cut the ties They say you live and learn Well, this page it never turns Can't seem to read between the lines It happens every time I try to hold on, try to be strong Thought you were gone, but every time you come back I wanna relapse, I wanna relapse I let you back in, under my skin Kill me again just to feel what we had I wanna relapse, I wanna relapse It's no epiphany You'll be the death of me Even if I come back to life I'm addicted so much that I hate you Not convicted, still I can't escape you Can't even look me in the eyes It happens every time I try to hold on, try to be strong Thought you were gone, but every time you come back I wanna relapse, I wanna relapse I let you back in, under my skin Kill me again just to feel what we had I wanna relapse, I wanna relapse (I wanna relapse, I wanna relapse) I wanna - Yeah! If I fall, would you even care at all? Or did you set the trap, so I would just withdraw? If I choke, tell me, would you even know? Too gone to save or throw me the rope I wanna relapse I wanna relapse I wanna relapse I try to hold on, try to be strong Thought you were gone, but every time you come back I wanna relapse, I wanna relapse I let you back in, under my skin Kill me again just to feel what we had I wanna relapse, I wanna relapse I wanna relapse I wanna Relapse