[Verse 1]
Staying at home
Waiting alone
Probably too scared to go outside
Losing control
Seven days, twenty-four hours
Think I'm out of my mind
And I feel like a stranger to myself
In danger
I break from the weight
Drift with the waves like a glacier
Get lost in the moment
Feel something real like I belong
Lately feels like a dream
Memories keeping me hanging on
[Chorus]
I don't wanna hold back, I already have
Tired of everyone telling me who I am
And it feels like my own conspiracy
Like everybody's out to get me
Don't wanna hold back, don't think that I can
Tired of everyone dragging me through the past
And it feels like my own conspiracy
Like everybody's out to get me
[Verse 2]
Do I stay, do I go
Gotta change, gotta grow
I'ma live like it's borrowed time
I just want you to know
That I don't care anymore
Do anything to feel alive
Freedom from your sedative
Not sorry I put you on blast in this song
If I said it I meant it
You came then you left
I felt crazy but now that it's done
[Chorus]
I don't wanna hold back, I already have
Tired of everyone telling me who I am
And it feels like my own conspiracy
Like everybody's out to get me
Don't wanna hold back, don't think that I can
Tired of everyone dragging me through the past
And it feels like my own conspiracy
Like everybody's out to get me
[Bridge]
Get lost in the moment
Feel something real like I belong
But lately feels like a dream
Memories keeping me hanging on
[Chorus]
I don't wanna hold back, I already have
Tired of everyone telling me who I am
And it feels like my own conspiracy
Like everybody's out to get me
Don't wanna hold back, don't think that I can
Tired of everyone dragging me through the past
And it feels like my own conspiracy
Like everybody's out to get me
[Outro]
Yeah, yeah, like everybody's out to get me
Lyrics provided by LRCLIB
