Never Again

I tried to tell you that there's always Two sides to the blade I saw my future cave in from the roots of decay The dark cloud started dancing all over the sun Whatever it took to make my blood run I had a ways to go Sorrow that you'll never know But lately it's beginning to show And I tell myself never again The armies of doubt were playing war in my head I couldn't recover from the things that they said Crash landed in the safehouse under the stairs Last place on earth where anyone cares Never dreamed I'd fall to this Something that I couldn't resist And now I just clench my fists And I tell myself never again Run silent, run deep, run as fast as you can Let the rest of the world slide through your hands Old habits die hard like a fatal disease They cut you so deep, you can never come clean I've got a past to pay I got demons to face I can't just run away But I tell myself never again