Promise

You said you missed me, now I'm falling apart In polite conversations, while someone I trust keeps saying I should make a list of all the things that you've done Or the whole situation could swallow me up, but maybe I dread the mystery of falling in love It's a fight with my patience and it's fucking me up just hearing You say you love me when I'm fighting a rut And I'm so fucking sorry I made you think you weren't enough You shook me to my core Kicked down my fucking door Inject me with the cure 'Cause I'm too fucking insecure To speak about that night Ego death by suicide Pack my bags, ignore the signs Promise you I'll make this right It's all my fault We lost it all It's all my fault We lost it all You try to kiss me while I'm holding your heart In a vice with complacence and lacking the guts to say it I feel it hit me, now you're folding your arms As I try to explain that I'm breaking your heart, and maybe I dread the mystery of falling in love It's a fight with my patience and it's fucking me up Just hearing you say you love me when I'm fighting a rut And I'm so fucking sorry I made you think you weren't enough You shook me to my core Kicked down my fucking door Inject me with the cure 'Cause I'm too fucking insecure To speak about that night Ego death by suicide Pack my bags, ignore the signs Promise you I'll make this right It's all my fault We lost it all It's all my fault We lost it all You shook me to my core Kicked down my fucking door Inject me with the cure 'Cause I'm too fucking insecure To speak about that night Ego death by suicide Pack my bags, ignore the signs Promise you I'll make this right It's all my fault We lost it all It's all my fault We lost it all