Cryptograms

My greatest fear I fantasized

The days were long, the weeks flew by

Before I knew I was awake

My days were through, it was too late

My greatest fear I organized

Into something more realized

And now what's left I get to spend

Knowing that it's about to end

My greatest fear I can't decode

A cryptogram whose seeds weren't sewn

My last few months I irised out

My vision blurred, there was no sound

There was no sound, there was no sound