My Life

[Verse 1 - Depzman] Living in war Not a breakthrough fam cause my heart and my vision is pure This ain't shit you can sit and ignore Real shit got these types listening more Four years ago my dad got locked How long am I gunna have to visit him for? I don't wanna be seperated no longer I wish I could visit him more Thinking about when I was a yout And I never knew that shit was this raw Thinking about if I was there when Shamz got stabbed and was hitting that floor Thinking about how my mom feels when feds come to me yard kicking the door Thinking about how easy it is on roads to just tell the rich from the poor Thinking about that shit got me thinking why the fuck should I stick to the law Violate me get licked in the jaw Wanna take me for a prick are you sure? I doubt that mate I'm about that mate I [?] without that mate Realest nigga that's out damn straight 2 Real you don't know I shout that mate Thinking you're bad cause you bagged out that weight How you gunna eat without that plate? I know you wanna give man a shout that's bait When my CD drops [?] man hate Up for all night but it never felt that late You tried getting in I blocked out that snake And fam I just wanna let man know I ain't leaving the game without mad cake [Hook - Depzman x2] This is my life My lyrics My Visions My decisions My brain My pain Three of the realest man in the grime game [Verse 2 - Jaykae] Let me spit some real shit No deal shit Yeah it's got to the stage I don't feel shit Yeah I remember them day's where I'd steal shit Or run around ends with the steel shit So don't get me wrong I might deal shit Cah I'm still out here on some trill shit Nuff man wanna talk bout clips and straps But a matter of fact they don't kill shit You see last week Yeah my auntie died And up until then blud I've hardly cried I've been too gassed up on a party vibe Is this the right way yo I can't decide Yeah it might be left Yeah it might be right Is he my bro or a snidey guy? Yeah I moved to the ends in '95 In 2-double-0-7 I was writing rhymes And then six years flew And I've stayed relevant in those six years too People keep saying yo this year's you And I tell them mandem thanks for trying You ain't the man for grime I'm the man for grime And my nan was right I'm a little bastard I've been mad for time I ain't scared of anyone that's alive Think I'm big now wait til I maximize I eat [?] alive Tell that wasteman pass the mic And don't catch a hype And don't throw jabs with a glass jaw fam you'll get smashed tonight Trust, it's irrational, I wanna keep traveling like I'm shit at basketball Next year mana' going international Link Skepta when I hit the capital, yeah [Hook - Depzman x2] This is my life My lyrics My Visions My decisions My brain My pain Three of the realest man in the grime game [Verse 3 - Dapz On The Map] Don't say a word I'm trying to move right and make the right moves Then live the high life Lowe these low lifes watching my life I put my life out there every time that I write I met Apostle in 09 010 I started to sing 011 I started to win 012 did 'Matter of Time' 013 man are out in Spain But nothing ain't changed Cah til this day man have them day's where it's just one of them days I get a text from my ex telling me how much I've changed I told her I'm old enough to know better But still young so might make mistakes You know like that Me and some man have drifted apart I wish we could have a heart to heart Cause hand on my heart they've still got a place in my heart I raise the bar whenever I bar Free all the man locked behind bars Don't say a word Cah it's a stakeout I wish that you all could break out There's only a few MC's that get played While the other MC's get played out That's how it goes Tryna make my business a business So I don't business about your business I'm too busy minding my own Strictly business if you ain't my bro That's just my life at the minute Feels like I ain't had a minute in a minute For real