Numb

I've partied sober, over and over I've battled demons, had one in my heart put to rest Still look for better days instead Oh, you should've seen it, watchin' me screamin' Most nights I'm wired, I'm drinkin', I just need some rest To get these burnings off my chest I paint a perfect picture in my head But in reality, I burn instead You got me so numb Got me so numb Happy to stay by you, stuck in denial, killing myself for a girl that expired It happened so quick, couldn't keep up the risk gettin' lift Old man's been tauntin', should've read the warning This wasn't that consumed with liquor for my purpose Watch the time tick, day and night went so quick in these four walls Are set all alone in the pain You got me a perfect picture in my head But in reality, I burn instead You got me so n- Got me so numb I paint a perfect picture in my head But in reality, I burn instead