Panoptikon

Closed windows And I cannot breathe Insects coming over my face Oh please, and I say No, no, no And I say I have become a stranger to my own needs and desires I look and see things that are not there A woman in a pink flower dress comes to me And I ask myself And I ask And I ask And I ask And I ask And I say And I say: What is my name? What is my name? What is my... What is my name? What is my name? What is What is What is your name, darling? What is your name, angel? What is your name, honey? What is your name, baby? What is your name, baby? What is your name, baby? Your name is that of a condemned man Your name is that of a condemned man You have no name We both had knives High school education I stuck a knife into his heart and he pleaded with no no, and it felt like making love to him I will not be sedated I will not be sedated I will not be sedated I will not be sedated I stuck a knife into his heart and he pleaded with me no, no, no I will not be sedated I will not be sedated I will not be sedated I will not be sedated And it felt like making love to him I will not be sedated I will not be sedated I will not be sedated I will not be sedated A prisoner rebels even with a knife at his throat That is why at this time he is a Prisoner It is the essence of being a prisoner Today he cannot be subdued, only murdered I will not be sedated I will not be sedated I will not be sedated I will not be sedated A prisoner rebels even with a knife at his throat That is why at this time he is a Prisoner It is the essence of being a prisoner Today he cannot be subdued, only murdered He cannot be subdued, only murdered He cannot be subdued, only murdered You know, murderers got to pay I say, Kill 'em in vain Kill 'em in vain Kill him in vain I call you Can we know the truth at last? I call you Do you send me dead flowers? I call you Do you know me now at last? I call you Do you know my father's name? I call you Before the last breath of angels? I call you Can't I make my peace at last? Goddesses before mercy and old age Take this child up ladders to the storm Shave from her soul his reptilian grace And send her to a death beyond temptation How I wish this would all end How I wish I could walk free in this world And could find my life again And see and do things other people do I don't see how that would be possible right now, though Too much has happened For too long To me But you know You know: We insects, have learned how to see in the dark We have committed to memory the palace of despair And what we see are Angels! Angels! Angels! Angels! Angels! Dark night, make my bed