Eclipse

[Chorus] Lonely is the road I walk, and it ain't easy I wanna change these words you thought, those moments you see me I never knew you seen me I wish I knew you need me I lost everything I loved all in one night I watched as everything changed for us all in one sight Things haven't been right since then Couldn't tell you what's been right since then I haven't seen light since then All I ever know is fight since then, I've been at war [Verse] I've been at war with myself Dealing with my inner child, thе scorn that he felt He was born into hеll, he ain't never have help He ain't never have love, only he ever have was trauma from the damage he was dealt Had him missing components Aiming 'em at opponents, the one he would put his hopes in Looked at him like an omen All he wanted was love, but his heart cold as a stone, and How we s'posed to trust when the ones we trust just betray us and leave us for dead That would play in my head, that would play with my head Now I'm moving ahead, I don't know where I'm led too All I'm seeing is red, this rage I bear is unbearable Lately I've been feeling this life I live is a curse Lately I've been feeling this life I live can't be worse Lately I've been feeling this life is what I deserve Lately I've been feeling like happiness is not what I earned Just when I thought I could never trust in another That's when I was blessed with a brother, like for real, he had me covered And that's truth, man, I had him covered too I was put him on my back with the crew If he lacked, I lacked too Every obstacles we always blast through, uh A withering dream, it's not what it seemed 'Cause he would stab me in my back if it's mean to be king Now I'm only filled with anger, what I think is the scene of your betrayal I opened up my heart to you, and that proved to be fatal Everything I thought of you, I'm better off erasing And jokes on me 'cause I'm the one that came to save you, and you took away from me the only one I could relate to I just wanted to be your equal And the way you paid me back - it was evil Used to be my brother, that story won't see a sequel Just know I'll pay that back when I see you, for real [Chorus] Lonely is the road I walk, and it ain't easy I wanna change these words you thought, those moments you see me I never knew you seen me I wish I knew you need me I lost everything I loved all in one night I watched as everything changed for us all in one sight Things haven't been right since then Couldn't tell you what's been right since then I haven't seen light since then All I ever know is fight since then, I've been at war