Lost Control

[Chorus: FabvL] Lately I've been Trying to become whole again Taking ahold, left on my own I lost control I lost my heart just to find my way home Harder and harder the farther I go Taking ahold, left on my own I lost control [Verse 1: DizzyEight] Ay, I lost control, yeah I felt pain you never known, yeah Forever since I felt whole Used to have hope, now it's all gone, yeah It's been dark on this road, yeah It's scold when I'm all alone, yeah See the love all gone I don't have a home The only thing I hold is revenge Weight on my shoulders, the weight of my sins Don't need you, now, man, I needed you then It play back in my mind again and again and again and again, ain't no making amends Ain't no way to forgive, I gave you a task and I gave you a gift Now you mark cause the mark what you missed, you a target to hit Got you all in my lens, this the way that it ends This the way that it is, man, it is what it is Gotta get what you give, now I'm just losing my grip Slipping falling deep inside the abyss Reach out now like who gon save me from this But you can't save me from this Left me with scars that I'll never forget, got me thinking bout how [Chorus: FabvL] Lately I've been Trying to become whole again Taking ahold, left on my own I lost control I lost my heart just to find my way home Harder and harder the farther I go Taking ahold, left on my own I lost control [Verse 2: Mix Williams] Yeah, I done been to the bottom, and made my way back On the defense since, I can remember now, when youngin' finally gon' get to attack Can't keep holding my tongue anymore, I'm tired, I can't run anymore But I don't need nobody, I can't trust nobody, I don't give a fuck anymore Heart's getting cold, I had a family, but it's different now, I'm just mad it took so long for me to figure out I was drowning in the deep end, nobody wanna save me, I feel the darkness and I'mma let it out Yeah, when I close my eyes I see suffering, thought I knew my true purpose, it doesn't fit Falling deeper and deeper into the abyss of my past the further I run from it Should I just leave right now? Had enough of this I been living this life of monotony, been a minute since life had sudden shift Got this feeling, I'm going insane, I been searching, I don't know my place God, I'm losing control of myself the more that I walk on this path of destruction, I promise this will be the death of me, listen cause [Chorus: FabvL] Lately I've been Trying to become whole again Taking ahold, left on my own I lost control I lost my heart just to find my way home Harder and harder the farther I go Taking ahold, left on my own I lost control