Time Out

[Verse 1] I'm at the point where anyone I know just can't be trusted I been conditioned by vicious cycles of family grudges Goddamn, it sucks when you sink in the shoes you standing up in So then you pray to God, hoping His blessing hands'll rush in And maybe provide some guidance towards a source of light And the Heavenly doors divide to eliminate wars inside Of my own head, my life's a battlefield where most just don't tread This dark cloud's got me discouraged, all of my hope fled Anger's revved up like a moped circling blocks Pressure's on, urging to pop, no reversing the plot You know how many niggas I wanna send to church in a box? You know how many bitches I done dated that turned into thots? Plenty, no doubt, too many to count Hoes tryna empty accounts, they itchin' for clout, they'll piss on your crown I'm clearly injured with no Band-Aid, so I take the wound Next time, I trust myself instead of putting faith in you [Chorus] And that's the only way it's gon' be I ain't got too many homies, you know me This should all be good but it ain't right now I wish I could hit pause, hold up, time out (Time out) And that's the only way it's gon' be These cold nights are creepin' on me, it's lonely This should all be good but it ain't right now I wish I could hit pause, hold up, time out (Time out) [Verse 2] If I could go back to all of my past mistakes I would just smash the brakes, you live and you learn, it burn, if that's the case Then this is the moment that I climb from the casket then I rise through the ashes And I find inner passion 'cause my time isn't passin' No time soon even though I'm bruised, I'm tryna reach Greatness and I hope I do, this low-light blues Is tryna creep on me, so I proceed with both eyes glued Wide open, I must thrive, y'all niggas know my roots Money can buy a lot of things, but it don't buy truth It took me years to find this shit out, had my whole mind spooked So now I'm tryna dig myself up out a hole I put myself in For years, I lived inside of Hell's den, wonder who else been? It's like my soul is meltin' and bein' poured in a witch's pot And I just sit and watch as all of my riches rot Is this real? Or maybe I'm perceiving reality wrong Can't even recognize myself 'cause my sanity's gone [Chorus] And that's the only way it's gon' be I ain't got too many homies, you know me This should all be good but it ain't right now I wish I could hit pause, hold up, time out (Time out) And that's the only way it's gon' be These cold nights are creepin' on me, it's lonely This should all be good but it ain't right now I wish I could hit pause, hold up, time out (Time out)