adhd

I keep tryin' and tryin' I keep tryin' and tryin' Don't be so certain That I'm not worth it I am still learning And I need patience I'm overcome with emotion I don't know what I feel Is this all really happening it doesn't feel real Every word that you say, just passes me by I keep tryna listen I keep trying and trying I'm trying to make it all make sense Everything that I can't do is easy for them Maybe it's laziness or maybe I need friends Maybe I need help But I'm running out of time So scared of making up my mind I know that I'm better off alive The universe is mine But I'm running out of time So scared of making up my mind I know that I'm better off alivе The universe is minе Don't be so certain That I'm not worth it I am still learning And I need patience I can't wait another minute Taking me past all my limits Gotta do what's right for me Living out my fantasy How many times can I explain what you don't wanna hear I get the same response I know I'm patient but I taste the fear It feels like masochism Say what you wanna say Don't hold it back and tell me how it feels to stay away I know for sure I'm not going back I'm lost but still on the track Cuz I know for sure I'm not going back I keep trying and trying and trying But I'm running out of time So scared of making up my mind I know that I'm better off alive The universe is mine I'm running out of time So scared of making up my mind I know that I'm better off alive The universe is mine Hard to breathe Every time I think of me Feels like real life fantasy Got me thinking I could be Beautiful, beautiful Hard to breathe Feels like real life fantasy Feels like I have ADHD Hard to breathe Every time I think of me Feels like real life fantasy Got me thinking I could be Beautiful, beautiful